As my time here in Espana slowly wraps up, I´m filled with so much gratitude for all that I have experienced, received, learned, and had the opportunity to see. For the past few years, I have constantly thought about embarking on a trip to Spain. But every time I thought about pursuing the trip, I made an excuse about work, money, family responsibilities, etc. I knew the trip would be a catalyst to letting go of the stress and heaviness of life. But at the same time, I was afraid that I no longer knew how to be a free spirit or enjoy life like I used to. Was it even in me? This internal battle went on for sometime.
It wasn´t until last year that something inside of me shifted. My cousin, who was like a brother to me, passed away unexpectedly. The loss of my cousin forced me to look deeper and to really understand the true gift of life. I´ve always been able to see the little moments and small things in life. But it occurred to me that most of the time my mind is in the past or the future, but rarely in the present. My cousin was in his early twenties when he passed away. I felt great pain and sadness for all that he will not be able to see and experience. I decided that I would live my life even more to the fullest and carry his spirit with me wherever I go. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of him. It is through this healing process and promise that I pushed myself to let go of so much to discover something new and unknown. The goal was for me to be, to experience each moment, and to see once again the deeper layers within me that were once buried.
I´m bound to have culture shock when I go home. I mean if nothing else eating early is going to be weird! But there are so many wonderful things to look forward to as I pack my bags and head home this Thursday. I feel more prepared to take on the challenges and joys that await me at home.
Thanks!!!!
First of all I want to thank my love and best friend, Neerav. He has held my hand as I have walked this path. His support, love, patience, and understanding gave me so much strength. I could not have done this without him.
My family rocks! My parents and siblings have always supported me in my endeavors no matter how crazy they are! Thanks for always being there and loving me.
My amigos......where would I be without my wonderful friends. You guys know who you are. You all brighten my days, share my sorrows, listen to my stories, share laughs and so much more with me. You all truly uplift my spirit. I´ve learned so much from you all and carried this with me on my journey.
Couchsurfer Hosts
Roser and Arnau were our hosts for Barcelona. It was a welcomed reprie from staying at the hostals. They opened up their wonderful home to us and showed us around Barcelona. Their bright, sweet, and loving personalities made our visit to Barcelona a great one! We hope to see them in California next year....so we can return the favor!
And finally, thanks to everyone who read this blog and followed me on this journey. I haven´t decided yet if I will continue to blog, only time will tell.
In gratitude, Trushna
